Handphone messages
30/8/05
17:11 - please forgive me. I really can't take it without you in my life. I'll do anything... I know i've hurt you bad but i really didn't do anything to betray you. Forgive me please. Unconditional love?
19:12 - You name it. I'll do it. I can't bear living on without you. I now know the significance of the term meaningless existance.
21:04 - But it was from there that i knew of her intentions. She is the ONLY person whom i said you were the landlady. Please, we've been thru so much turbulence together. Is our relationship doomed to fail cos of a misunderstanding?
21:20 - That's my fault. Lying to you my location on sat. But it was not with the intention of inviting her over. I was at your place to do work, prepare for the event on sunday. i missed your first sms so when the subsequent ones came alone i daren't answer for fear of being said uncaring. As for the "invitation"sms, i already explained myself. My only mistake from start to end was lying in order not to make you angry, and not to betray you.
21:28 - And i apologized for lying over my location. A small issue. I did not lie over my relationship with her. Pl forgive me. Let us weather this over. Pl?
21:48 - I'll do your bidding. Whatever you say goes. You're in control. please dear.I'm in such pain. I will not rebutt.
22:38 - After all that i've done for you. After all that we've been thru. Saying those words are easy. You choose to give it up. i really see no more meaning in life but yet i have to. You take care den. If you ever need me, i'll be there. That's my last word to you. My love then, now and forever.
22:40 - What makes some people dearest, is not just the happiness that you feel when you meet them, but its the pain you feel when you miss them. Forever with love. Bye.
22:46 - i am doing whatever i can at this point of time and all you reply is that you can't trust me. Watcan i do? i have the impression that you don't want to have anything to do with me. Can we still remain friends? I've asked myself that. It'll be too painful for me. To watch you consider other guys. Do i stand a chance? If i feel i do, i'll do whatever i can, even if it means start from scratch. But you just seemed to want to get away from me. I'm lost.
22:58 - i love you, as i always said, more than you can ever imagine possible, more than you can believe, more than you. That's why it pains me to even think of our relationship as a plutonic one. I see you not as a friend but as a confidente. I see not as a passing memory but as a future life. I see you not as a gal but as a wife.
23:05 - I've thought of waiting outside school, at your place for you and explain personally. But whenever i think of last night, how you ignored me and seemed disgusted with me? I felt so much pain... that you see me not as a loved one, but of a hated one. I see no point in carrying on with life but ... all my commitments... my mum, my family, my brothers.. my scouts. It's responsibility.. i can't take it.
23:08 - I'll do that. You'll always know my every move...every tot... i believe i've been doing that but i promise to do much more. Every where i go, you are my fiance... You'll be mrs lai to be....
23:34 - If not for my present status, i'd have proposed to you long ago... You know that. If not for your status i'd have started prep for our marriage
31/08/05
07:31 - Thank you so much for giving us another chance. You will see how true i am to you, i promise. Yr love
17:11 - please forgive me. I really can't take it without you in my life. I'll do anything... I know i've hurt you bad but i really didn't do anything to betray you. Forgive me please. Unconditional love?
19:12 - You name it. I'll do it. I can't bear living on without you. I now know the significance of the term meaningless existance.
21:04 - But it was from there that i knew of her intentions. She is the ONLY person whom i said you were the landlady. Please, we've been thru so much turbulence together. Is our relationship doomed to fail cos of a misunderstanding?
21:20 - That's my fault. Lying to you my location on sat. But it was not with the intention of inviting her over. I was at your place to do work, prepare for the event on sunday. i missed your first sms so when the subsequent ones came alone i daren't answer for fear of being said uncaring. As for the "invitation"sms, i already explained myself. My only mistake from start to end was lying in order not to make you angry, and not to betray you.
21:28 - And i apologized for lying over my location. A small issue. I did not lie over my relationship with her. Pl forgive me. Let us weather this over. Pl?
21:48 - I'll do your bidding. Whatever you say goes. You're in control. please dear.I'm in such pain. I will not rebutt.
22:38 - After all that i've done for you. After all that we've been thru. Saying those words are easy. You choose to give it up. i really see no more meaning in life but yet i have to. You take care den. If you ever need me, i'll be there. That's my last word to you. My love then, now and forever.
22:40 - What makes some people dearest, is not just the happiness that you feel when you meet them, but its the pain you feel when you miss them. Forever with love. Bye.
22:46 - i am doing whatever i can at this point of time and all you reply is that you can't trust me. Watcan i do? i have the impression that you don't want to have anything to do with me. Can we still remain friends? I've asked myself that. It'll be too painful for me. To watch you consider other guys. Do i stand a chance? If i feel i do, i'll do whatever i can, even if it means start from scratch. But you just seemed to want to get away from me. I'm lost.
22:58 - i love you, as i always said, more than you can ever imagine possible, more than you can believe, more than you. That's why it pains me to even think of our relationship as a plutonic one. I see you not as a friend but as a confidente. I see not as a passing memory but as a future life. I see you not as a gal but as a wife.
23:05 - I've thought of waiting outside school, at your place for you and explain personally. But whenever i think of last night, how you ignored me and seemed disgusted with me? I felt so much pain... that you see me not as a loved one, but of a hated one. I see no point in carrying on with life but ... all my commitments... my mum, my family, my brothers.. my scouts. It's responsibility.. i can't take it.
23:08 - I'll do that. You'll always know my every move...every tot... i believe i've been doing that but i promise to do much more. Every where i go, you are my fiance... You'll be mrs lai to be....
23:34 - If not for my present status, i'd have proposed to you long ago... You know that. If not for your status i'd have started prep for our marriage
31/08/05
07:31 - Thank you so much for giving us another chance. You will see how true i am to you, i promise. Yr love
LionHeart roars at Wednesday, August 31, 2005
2 comments
2 hunters:
you know my dear... As much as I commented men as CHEAP WHORES.. but deep down inside, to my man who has done that to me, i gave him another chance.. simply, my little heart still beats for him. There is still love , I mean so much there and feelings. Its not as if I am totally dead...Yes I do deserve someone better, but how long do I want to search.. I am tired also .. searching for someone better.. the reason why we never find someone better because we never stop to solve situations but just simply give up. I dont want to give up on my man too..so i m still trying very hard.. to support him , to help him to change what he say he want to change for me.. As long as I have feelings.. I also will not give up on him .... Even if we break up, and if I still have feelings for someone, there is always hope.. My cousin, was separated with her ex for 6 yrs...they still feel for each other adn now they are back..I am happy for them.. so anything like this is possible..
Give your man another chance... love him.. forget abt the past, though I know its difficult..I am trying hard myself too.. But, I love my man a lot .. so I want to see what else I can create with him .. if it really cant.. then.. when the heart really dies.. then forget it...MOve on..
Muaks.. Happy Teachers Day to you...
We may be branded as fools, dumb, stupid to accept this kind of people back. But when it is marriage, can we just walk away just like a normal relationship? Can't. Cos there is the marriage cert binding or is it the love or hope? Why can't just treat it as a marriage and give unconditional love? In a marriage, if you forgive, you are magnanimous.In a relationship, you are stupid, dumb, naive and idiotic. What unfair thinking....
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