Thoughts

Something happened in school today. And i was left frustrated and disappointed.. not with students but with a colleague. Let me emphasize...COLLEAGUE. Now, i know that there must be a clear line between colleagues and friends... no need to be so nice to certain colleagues cos they are not so nice to help you out at all ... especially when they know that you are desperate and still leave you stranded there. In the end, i ended up bringing up her whole class into my form class doing revision for my class while her class sits there and read. Just imagine 60 pupils squeezed inside a classroom. Poor things. I mean there is no obligation to help..... but it is only for a period. And this shows the person's true self when come to difficulty.

I must blog this down. Let me remember this incident so that i will not be nice to help out next time. I have always assume that as colleagues we should help each other especially when we are in the same level. But i was so wrong.. so very wrong. Other incidents, also make me realise it but it did not happen to me so i didn't felt much about it. Just be a bit more wary about certain colleagues. But now, it happens to me .... i felt so let down. Guess i didn't know her that well to see this move of hers.. i have always had a good impression of her. But for today, guess my thinking and impression has changed. Sigh...

I had cramps on both my legs today. It as so terrible that each step i took was in pain. Luckily darling was there to massage my feet and hold me all the way.... Sweet.