In the Night

A phone call came in at eleven plus. He went to the balcony to talk. A girl's instinct. Went to the toilet and listen. He was literally whispering and seems to be talking to a girl. After that, ask him who it was, he seems to hesitate and stuttered. Melvin was all he said. I checked his phone in front of him. The last received calls stated J and not Melvin. It don't even have any private line or other numbers that called in. Do i look so gullible and naive to you? Who has he been talking to? Asked him, he said he don't know at all. I hate to be in this kind of situation and behave in this way... Do i look like a sucker? It is obvious that he deleted the last received call. But he said that he doesn't know how to delete and doesn't know that it can be deleted one by one. I was really immune... to the hurt and the lies that he can do to me.

Had a long chat with him again. This time round, he packs up and got ready to leave the house. This is a superb question to ask your parter... If you can make the perfect partner with all the qualitie of your surrounding friends and ex partners, state their qualities that you want to put inside this perfect partner... This is the killer question. This will shows where he stands in your heart and really what you like about him. Guess i failed it. The first thing that i said was everything about Gee except the part where she is a girl. And bad news was, he was the 9th person that i mentioned and the first thing that i mentioned was physical. There and then, he knows that i have always treated him like a lover. He was quite good in analysing the part of his role. A lover who stays home all most of the time and waited for the other to come back, clean the house, cooks, washes, irons, pampers ... and wait for the other to come back again. How true!

He said. After one and a half year of relationship, a clean break is what i wanted. So ruthless when he is getting ready to leave. I went to bed and he came in and as usual got everything ready for me, set the alarm clock, on the night light, cover the blankets... i got hold of his hands... and tears roll down.... for both of us .......... He didn't leave that night .....