Thoughts

This morning, i see him lying him there.... why do i have a heavy heart? I love him and I really do. This kind of feelings are like with Shae. A heart that is dead from the emotional yo yo stuffs he has been subjecting me to. The lies and the evidence that is placed in front of me.... let me be the gullible, naive fool that i have always been, forgiving and be blind to his faults ... what lies ahead of us? I really don't know. Now, i seems to be going through the routine with him. If this is the way to maintain our relationship... then so be it ....

As for the ambigram that is at the top. It is a gift from her to me. My name... Joey.