Dec 29, 2005

Go to school at 9am as usual. Finished meeting... met mother at Rivervale mall for lunch and then took the bus back. She took the clothes and shoes. Then we headed back to the west side to put down the things and went over to Aunt's shop at jurong west with the slippers. Went home for dinner. Had a talk with dad.... cried. His words hurt as usual. He wrote a cheque for me in the end...... Fetch dear from Chinatown.... then retire at night .. around 2 plus....

Flame awards for people in the news

HERO: Mohd Yunos Mohd Nor, 22, firemen who saved Tampines neighbour (669 votes)
2nd place: Madam Narindar Kaur, 33, the mother of three who died after donating kidney to her husband (608)
3rd place: Ms Tan Wan Ting, the 16-year-old drop-out who is caring for her baby sister and retarded aunt after her mother died. (496)
4th place: Mei Mei, the 8-year-old who is taking care of her blind grandmother after her mother abandoned them two years ago. (430)

TURN-ON: Crazy Horse Paris (254 votes)
2nd place: The New NKF board (252)
3rd place: Two integrated resorts (197)
4th place: Falling car prices (137)

BOO-BOO: Deadly Tampines bridge barriers. (472 votes)
2nd place: Primary school teacher who posed with dildos on her blog (123)
3rd place: Bedok's bungling bird-glar who tried to sell stolen birds to their owner's friend (100)4th place: Model Michelle Leslie who got caught with two Ecstasy pills in Bali (73)

VILLAIN: Stripped and suffocated China girl Huang Na (513 votes)
2nd place: The Aedes mosquito. (330)
3rd place: Simon Lee, who killed his wife and two children, aged 9 and 12, before committing suicide (158)
4th place: The Min Yek, the first employer caught for pimping her domestic maid. (98)

TURN-OFF: NKF scandal over ex-CEO's pay. (521 votes)
2nd place: The bird-flu cases in the region. (68 votes)
3rd place: The three racist bloggers who were punished (49 votes)
4th place: The Sexpo which failed to entice (48 votes)

Dec 28, 2005

Meeting in school from 9am to 1pm. Of course, it never ends on time.. he he. Lunch was provided. Saw Cheng Wai in school too...Called baby... and he keeps on slamming my phone.... he kept on asking which mommy and my mother in law... answered.. the seng kang mommy.. i was so pissed. As an adult and she is condoning her son actions ... and baby's way of calling the kiddo... come on. He has only one mother and that is me... no way it would be her cos that BB didn't give birth to him so what right has she got. Anyway, all thanks to the idiot's brain washing.... all i can do is to wait for baby to grow up.... it doesn't matter what he says or does...as long as i love him.... he will come to realise it one day..... Came back home immediately after school to rest... slept.... went dinner with dear at Sakae Sushi. I love dear .....

Received an email... forwarded it to person involved. And received a reply. Tears rolled down. Guess i still can't handle it .... Dear was pissed and angry that i still have not gotten over it yet after one and a half year. But he still leaves the decision to me. Cos it my history. What else can i do? What is the point in meeting? It still doesn't change things.... I guess he is still worried of me swaying... anyway, he said that if i want to sway..... i can and will still go back if the green signal is there for me and he can't stop me. But will i do that? I really wonder.... If i really meet up, then does it mean that i will have to watch my back more.... Do i want to take the risk in seeing her again? Getting all emotional..... thinking of my last phone call to her... my tears fell while i was on the phone with her... would i cried if i see her again? Or would my leo pride dis allow it?
This time round, it is her first call in seeing me again after she walked out of my life.... should i or should i not?

Days in Thailand 18 Dec - 27 Dec

Day 1

Reached Thailand at 7 plus bkk time. Went to eat Char grilled prawns at our usual place and took a walk around Pratunum area. Headed back to rest while Dinesh and Dear went to drink beer and watched Soccer.

Day 2

Woke up and went for breakfast with dear while Dinesh slept till later. Went to take a walk around Pratunum market till 2 plus. Then headed to Seam Pang for beads. Luckily, we have Dinesh around like a super tall lamp post. So didn't lost him at all. But i guess the guys are bored to be a porter... so Dinesh is nick Named Harry.. Harry Potter. ... ha ha. After that, we had Shark Fins and birds' nest at Nam Seng at Chinatown while waiting for Leslie to reach. He took a later flight than us. And we had seafood dinner at Chinatown. We headed back to Borarn House.....

Day 3

Took a walk along Pratunum again and took a bus to Scout Shop at MBK side. Walked inside MBK, then headed down to suan lun to do more shopping. Bought a doggy tee and collar for Paper. Headed back late at night. Had a bad shopping experience with a stupid bloody bitch who sell shells... bad sales tactics. Then the guys had drinks as usual.

Day 4

Wanted to go Adidas warehouse but it shifted so we had a heavy lunch at Pizza Company and had Swensens too. We headed down to Siam to take a walk. There are a few Adidas boutique there too. The guys spent quite a lot. And i went in to Nine West to check out my favourite bag price... too pricy over there too. In the evening, all of us had dinner with June friends... dessert. Saw a girl there who looks like my sister in law. Grabbed her and took a picture. Maybe can have a chance to show her the picture. Went back earlier as we need to head to the beach at 6am in the morning.

Did a bit of exercise. At 2 plus in the wee hours in the morning, had severe cramps in the lower abdorminal area that i can't even moved. Got to yell at dear to wake up ... he stood by... not knowing what to do. In the end, he woke Dinesh up and told him to look after me while he go down and try to get the ambulance. Dinesh in his half slumber state boiled water and wet the towel for me, scalding his hands ... forgetting that it was hot water. It didn't helped. The ambulance came and Dear carried me down the stair and onto the bed. By that time, Leslie and June have reached... and June did the whole translation. Lucky. Reached the hospital, put on drip. Cried so hard... i hate needles and it hurtsmore than my tummy. Dear's wrist was with my finger nails mark... poor thing. Had fever too.... in the end, get to do an ultrascan.... inside. The lady doctor nearly killed me and i nearly yelled the whole hospital down when she reached inside and merely touched my right side ovarian. Gosh... it is even worst than giving birth. don't know what the heck she was talking about also... all in thai.... broken english and june... limited in her chinese do not know how to translate the medical terms. So got to wait til morning for the doctor to come in to explain. Dear slept beside me on the couch.... making sure my fever subside and i am comfortable the whole night.

Day 5

To be continued.... tired of writing....

Stayed at Borarn House 700 baht per day. 

Our bedroom 

Crab with long bean breakfast. Dinesh was still sleeping 

Watched soccer in the night for both of them. While i retire early  

Dear playing with the beautiful house dogs 

Breakfast 

With my favourite dipped chocolate cherry 

With bird's nest east 500 baht each 

Shark's Fin at Nam Seng 1000 baht 

Chicken's blood... wow.... 

Swensens .. ice cream. So cheap 

Super cute girl at the bag shop 

The girls friends of June ... most speak mandarin 

Dinner at Siam 

Lots of dessert 

The dessert 

the 3 guys 

Posing for pictures 

Found someone who is a lookalike to my sister in law... hmmm 

Addidas shopping at Siam 

On drip to ease the pain 

Really in pain 

Fingernail marks on dear wrist when i was put on drip. It is even more painful than my lower abdorminal pain... 

Luckily there is a sofa bed for dear to sleep and accompany me through the night 

Breakfast... salty sausages