Mar 3, 2006

Work at 9am. Full swing. Rushing for deadlines. After thinking for such a long time, i have decided not to go and see raphael today as daddy will not be free and we are afraid of him using violence on us when no man is around. I guess that's what he is, he will only use violence when he knows that he is alone with the person and he has the upper hand. Bully. So i guess i have to forgo my visit till after the court case. Supposedly to meet dear outside work. But he overslept again. Went back home instead and cook. Then he went out with his friends to pasir ris to catch up. I didn't want to follow him. So i stayed at home. WP called and went over to play MJ with Jac till 3am and lost $18.Tired out. I have to make myself really tired so that i won't have dreams of rapael..... shacked.