Mar 4, 2006

Dear sent me to CDAC while he went for his scouts. After CDAC, headed down to SIM for lecture from 230pm to 5pm. Got the answers from a fellow lecture mate. So happy. At least got something to refer to. After that, thought of visiting my parents for a while before i go and meet my sec school friends. Called the whole day... but never return call so i ended up calling dad. Both of them are at bukit panjang mj. So i didnt go back.

On the way to town, remembering that she said that if i am in town to give her a call. She was on the train. So i went back to dhobby ghaut to meet up with her. Also went to SGH to visit her mother. The bruises due to the numerous needles is terrible. The leg is wrapped up and need to go for pysiotherapy. It is so painful... for me to see. Anyway, had a good chat with her all the way. It is just like the old times, except that there is mutual understanding about us. And we have the same line of thoughts in regards to being friends. I have the same feeling for her and G. Topic varies here and there. And she can tell me that she treat gf and friends the same... then i guess i am really happy to be friends. This song came to my mind while she walked me to the station. And i sang it to her. And of course she knows the song... her era. Haha.

When you're down and troubled
And you need some loving care
And nothing, nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again

Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there
You've got a friend

If the sky above you
Grows dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind begins to blow
Keep your head together
And call my name out loud
Soon you'll hear me knocking at your door
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you

Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there
Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend

When people can be so cold
They'll hurt you, and desert you
And take your soul if you let them
Oh, but don't you let them
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again

Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there
You've got a friend

As i left, we both turned and waved. And it was surprising that a thought came to my mind.
I love her. These feelings or words has never surfaced last time. But i guess i can say it now. I love her like a friend..... i want her to be happy. I asked her, what is she looking for, a part-time, a lover, gf, or a companion. She has no idea. She wants all in one. But i know what she is to me. She can be a companion for life, i feel that i can trust her to be a companion...a friend for life. To be there ups and downs.... Things are better.... i have begin to learn to trust her ways by knowing her better.....

Dear was so sweet. He said that i could have dinner with her since he can't make it that early. But i told him that i will be having dinner with him. But i guess he is learning to trust.

Met up with Yuling at Wisma. And we went to the food court to get seats first. Irvin and dear came and we had dinner. After that, we proceed to Lido to watch Underworld. Shaun and Chong Yang joined us. After the show, we went to mac to have drinks. No more shakes....sad. Then we headed home. Tired out.