A memory just for you?

I wonder if you remember me
Or if I'm just a memory
I wonder if you think of us
Or if you find it useless

I wonder how things would be
If you had never left me
I wonder how you are
And if I'm still a love of yours

I think about you everyday
And wonder if you're okay
I think about how happy we were
And the memories make the tears stir
I think about the plans we made
While we were laying in the shade
I think about all we said
And the lives we lead

To not know
Where to go
To not know
where to find
A place where you may hide
To not be able to see your face
Put my heart so out of place

To not know when you're near
Is my greatest fear
There's so much in my head
That I wish I'd said
There's so many missed kisses
For my unanswered wishes

There's only so many ways
For me to make it through the days
There's so little light
In my heart tonight
What would I say
If given a day

What would happen
If I could have you
What joy it would bring
To see you again
What would I feel
If you were here for real

I miss you each day
That you are away
I miss you
looking out for me
The way it used to be

I miss your love
That protected me like a glove
I miss you
So much it's made my heart dim

I wonder if you still care
That's a question that tears
I wonder what you're like
If you'd tell me to take a hike
I wonder if you fear
That I don't hold you dear

But most of all
I wonder if you still love me
Or if I'm just a memory
Of what used to be