A Birthday Celebration For Him

He came up in the afternoon... but didn't manage to go out. He was too tired.. so he fell asleep. Woke him up.... and ended up at coffeeshop for food and then sent him to Montfort. Then I headed down to City Hall to look for Esther and Ashley.. then went back to Hougang for tuition. Supposedly to meet him again after that.. but he was too busy packing and i stayed at home and waited.... a seed of doubt came in at that time again... Did he really fell asleep? Or did he spend the 1st hour of his birthday with another at the stroke of twelve? Questions, doubt, distrust once again.... i hate this kind of feelings again....