Happy 26th Birthday Darling

I didn't spend today with him as he was a Pulau Ubin on his kayaking course for 2 days... Was depressed the whole day. Mood super bad.... went down to double 0 and got superdrunk. I tried to walk off my depression from chinatown to mohd sultan... but can't. Headed to Club Momo after that.... Esther was there already at double o.... then went with us. She looked after me all the while.... Headed home after that... didn't manage to go MOS. Was ordered to go home... as i was too drunk to know what was going on... She told me that i was crying... tears ran silently down all the way... when i was drunk.. was it a sign... of how sad and depressed i was...

People said that when ppl are drunk... their real feelings came out then....
Guess i was too drunk.. to know.... or maybe i just fake ignorance... to the regrets... to the sad going on in my life... that i was depressed about.....

Happy Birthday.... May you be happy always....