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Today... at this point of time.... at this moment
I am Shirley Ong Lay Kuan
I am in her position, two and a half years ago
It's over... just let it go... just let it go...
I am Shirley Ong Lay Kuan
I am in her position, two and a half years ago
It's over... just let it go... just let it go...
LionHeart roars at Tuesday, September 19, 2006
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5 hunters:
He was hesitating.... thinking.... contemplating about us... about him and her. He needs to be sure to make the decision.
I made the decision for him...
It was painful but it is the best for both of us.... tears came to my eyes. It was my hardest decision... to let him go... to just walk off and keep the good memories.
As he had said... different priorities.. he wants stability security.. which i can't give. I want freedom.. i want fun. I was not ready to settle down with him.
He said when i can stop clubbing and settle down then look for him again...
I put my pride aside... tonight. And apologized and admitted that it was my fault... it was a touching moment... he said why didn't i say it at that point of time. Why do i say it when things are over? We hugged... and tears welled up again.
It was so so painful...She called a few times... His voice was soft. Can see that he cared... he was concerned.
Now, my heart aches for the 3 years we have been through... the time we have spent... grew together... and how well we know each other...
Tears... crying for the pain.. crying for the memories.. crying for everything that once was.... with the ups and downs... he could have been the one.
No more tears... no more pain...
No more guys...
His wings were tied 4 3 yrs. Nw he can spread his wings and soar. His reasons are excuses. He has been making used of you all the 3 yrs to support him in everyway. Stability and security? My ass bullshit!
What can a 21 yr old provide him with? Stability and security? or just Sex?
If he really loves you as he had proclaimed it to be, he would not even said I love you to that kid and lied about it. Wake up girl. Forget about him. He is just another player, another fucker out there to cheat young innocent girls who are vulnerable at times.
i think if i went thru the sort of things that you did. the word jaded will not be just written on my face, i think it might get carved on my forehead
Told you before that you're immature for someone your age and one with a kid. Do you still think you're still mature enough even now?? Just because your friends your age live the lifestyle you are living, it doen't mean that you're okay. And what makes you think a 21-year-old isn't mature enough? Maybe he doesn't want a materialistic, attention-seeking and shallow girl like you. Good for him really. He made a good move.
Someone sure has a lot of comments about her views about you here. No worries. That someone must be having no life of their own that is why 'it' keeps on coming back here to post comment. 'it' must be feeling so sad about its own life that they have to put ppl down to make 'itself' more angelic. Keep your chin up girl. We know him personally and know what kind of person he is. It is definitely his lost. Not yours. Don't mind what others say. You have got us, girl.
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