Past Few Days

Guess wat!

Bump into him and BK at MOS main hall.
Since when did the both of them upgrade from coffee shop to MOS....
ha ha

My friends said that i was mad to even acknowledge him at all. They would have given him the cut direct and would not want to have anything to do with the person who hurt them bad.

But i didn't.

Managed to say hi and said never chio.... Too nice and too magnanimous of me i guess.
I have come to accept him for wat he is... a man with flaws, lies, deceptions, goals, practically all the bad traits that comes with man. Forgiveness... yes... i did it. I didn't feel any lost..there were no negative feelings nor love anymore. It has been replaced.. by.. oh that is just somebody i once loved deeply before.

Yet today, he looked through my friendster profile once again. I wonder why...
Why should he bother... he should be happy with his young rich girl.

Do i feel sad over whatever has happened... i guess not.

No regrets in my life.... i have given life my best shot.