Sept 22, 2006

Before court.. i cried for him. For the times he was waiting outside court, for the times he was there for me, for the times he went to court with me. Today... Nothing. Usually he will call before and after court to be sure that he is there for me. Even a phone call would be enough. But yet today, I stood outside the court... waited a while. And I started to walk away alone. I must get used to the fact that I will be facing my past alone now. No more him as my pillar of support anymore. Stood in front of Furama Hotel.. memories replaying once again of the time he lied. He said he needed to go back to school to do his work. Too much assignments. But yet... he met up with her and had a romp with her at his hostel room. Sigh... I just shook my head and smiled at my own stupidity. I made the choice to leave him ... so i must never look back. It was a good 3 years. Ignorance is bliss with him.